Monday 28 May 2012

disturbing Panorama tonight!





Watching Panorama tonight, discovering Poland and the Ukraine footballing is fucked up, as if there are people out there still very much behind Hitler and his disgusting, embarrassing views, its sickening.

fans, known as ultra's, attack Asian fans in the crowd, physically beating and punching, merciless. they carry out hate chants, about killing jews and white supremacy.
it is seriously messed up, and the fact that the police and stewards become casual bystanders to all the unprovoked violence and racial hatred.

the whole thing is fucked up and completely immoral.
yeah ive always known about eastern europeans distinct disliking and snobbery towards black people, first hand. easily identifiable is the group of eastern-european's, usually polish, who have flocked their own country to come and earn a decent wage? over hear in Britain. Hang around together and stare at me like I am something below them. or as I walk past they mutter something at me, unrecognisable, in their own language then burst out laughing. 

That panorama episode was actually disturbing and has opened my eyes to how backwards and small minded many people still are in twentyfirst century britain, I don't feel some of my english friends will every understand the severity of this and how uncomfortable it still is. they think; Obama's president of the united states - therefore equality is restored, the EDL are a bunch of moronic chavs hanging around london  (which is part way true) however what they also do not realise is that it is the old, afluent men and women, not willing to change and educate their children and generations to come which are letting the whole system down.

racism is not quite still in its prime but very much still rife here in Britain and as PANORAMA exploited and educated today - massively popular.

I am in disbelief that the simple, sporting amorous game of football in Poland and the Ukraine is actually the beginning of a civil war of race, culture and ridiculous right wing views!

I was firstly amazed at how violent and manic the fans or ultra's were at these games and how much they were able to get away with, undetected or should I say completely ignored by police.


TBC




Wednesday 23 May 2012

OFWGKTA - "They say success is the best revenge"

MFJ  - JOURNAL

OFWGKTA  






Its fair to say, Britain is on fire #battyriderseason. today it reached gone 23 degrees, surely, was sweltering as I trekked to and from college in sandals, a pair of leggings and a cute little dress,  which I well mosdef be taking to ibizaaaa with me, was loving it!, wish I hadn't worn the leggings mind - jeeez look at me talking all english about the weather. what I really wanted to post about was this video I just scouted off of somebody's facebook page of a british journalists interview and following of OFWGKTA posted on News Night some time in April this year. How I have missed this I don't know?! But literally, this has, and yes I am ashamed to say, educated me a teeeny bit about wtf OFWGKTA is actually all about (for those of you who dont trust wiki) and why soooo many people aren jumping on the 70's crunge, rap star hip hop hype, so many young white teeens espc. 

so... OFWGKTA is an abbreviation of the long-ass, no-sense-making title, that is; ODD FUTURE Wolf Gang Kill Them All, also shortened to Odd Future in the British Press, they are a rap group from L.A America who rap about anything and everything, their lyrics are literally as random as their title. In the video they are described as rock and roll meets rap, I honesty just wanna call them punky/rap they are 70's barble, their lyrics are pop cult, explicit, random, offensive/non offensive, drug, sex, loud in your face - leaving a distinct sour after taste in the older generation and rebellious fire and spirit in the youth.

I actually think they are pretty cool, but have also become the aspirations and role models for  doped up boys and girls and boys, 3rd generation pro feminism - girls calling themselves baddest bitch. expletives like fuck and pussy niggah, bitch etccccc are their main word source. their music is unrelatable? out of this world prehaps? not sure if thats in a good thing, it just sums up what kids of today want to do, #yolo and #yoyo, your only young once! its about rebellion, something the parents can't tap in to, cus the lyrics mean far less to them, its just vulgar noise and obscene lyrics.


"stab bruno mars in his god damn oesophagus" - see now what's bruno Mars done to you, ive seen him live and ngl he did make me swoon, a tiny bit. Don't judge me mind, I feel it neccessary to say  before V Festival I had completely no interest, what so ever in the guy until he sang sweet melodies on stage/in my ear (whatever!) and literally made me wanna mount/cuddle (-again whatever!) whoever was next to me, unfortunately that was my beffa... (whose like 6ft tall and a girl...)  However this is pretty much how he made every single other female in the crowd feel im sure...hmm and then a couple  months later, the little grinning chipmunk was on XFactor and my mother practically fell in love with him the same way. Seee Bruno attracts women (yes I AM WOMAN) of all ages, sizes and styles. whereas OFWGKTA attracts only a select group of new era (not the hat company) odddd (pun!) adolescents ready to cause an unexplainable, random off key, riot for fun. It's all about rebellion, being not what you expect, not in the charts, completely underground yet well known and popular music

They are new pop, punky rap. Their swag is literally ALL I see dotted around the youths, the kids just wanna be exactly like them. they're dress is all "supreme" caps, and nike blazers, denim shirts, quirky tee's, typical new boy swag - which is whyyy the teens want to be like them because its possible.

The best thing about them.... They're music is free, they give it away! and just sell their merch for bareeee dollar! Just watch the video yallll! Gives a very english, toffee nosed view point on the group, England is such a reserved country, the kids are tutted at for swearing in public, OFWGKTA's whole lyrical setup is fuelled with poking fun and the system, getting drunk, drugged up, laid and living in the moment and being young! which is what makes it hilareee - 


Anyways watch the videeoo and I'll look at  uploading an #OOTD montagĂ© - possibly, if i'm not lazy and that flapjack doesn't keep hollaring my name ;) = APPRENTICE IS ON.

LATERS xxx







Monday 7 May 2012

BANK HOLIDAY

just another update after the crazy party weekend I have had celebrating my friend Nays 4day birthday weekend, its been a good weekend with a different crowd, im looking forward to many more encounters with these post exams! but right now i need to put all my energy into revision, which is proving massively difficult ;| this time i cannot fail. so will upload the pics later and then revise revise revise until I cant take it anymore.


Night Huns.
hope you had a nice chilled extra day off tooo :)














Thursday 3 May 2012

MAYDAY MAYDAY


AHHHHH! whats new with me?! I hear you cry and my response - I am Finally getting motivated wooo!

Got Shawn Chrystopher - The Audition album playing through my head speakers mmmm seriousy good investment ALBUM - one thing i can thank my ex for :)
but new 3day changes for may: Decided I'm going to LIVERPOOL John Moores University :) providing I get the grades and then only went and got my ears done like ten years later and now I've jumped on a piercing craze - want my tragus done, scaffold, 3 lobe piercings ahaha, its crazy ish. Also did some OOTD photos todays what is going on! i'm on a roll :)
apologies for this very self contained, hedonistic post but lets face it - its been ages since ive been motivated to do anything and this blogging this isss all about Me ;) but yeah uploads soon to come including the pierced ear ;) seriously LOVE SHAWN CHRYSTOPHERS ALBUM want it on CD version! jeeez.
- Male front - slowly accepting if hes not calling you, texting you, being with you .... "hes just not that into you"
done standard. move the F on, so many more important things to consider and get on with! self medicator, self healer - I am woman.

*BOP YOU HEAD.*
"FUN MAKES LIFE EASY" - S. Chrystopher, The Audition.



Pyschology Bain of my life..... Man whitney - MIDO. Independent, Differences, Ordinal dataa! (ranked)  


Missed two broke girls! gutting.










 this is my face...